Friday, March 26, 2010

Part 2 of 1 Crazy side kicks

I had accompanied ? to many sport events,games, Charity events dinner you name it we done it I wasn't one of those women that needed to be validated on whom I was just because of whom I was with.Lets talk about the media Wow ! its funny how they can help build your career and help end it at a drop of a dime So for those men out there that say "Real men Don't Cry" that's a damn lie ? was all man there were times where I did witness him cry.I've learned that being in the media you have those moments when you sit back look at your life and say" why me I'm not the person they making me out to be" there's not a damn thing you can do about it Its all about being or trying to be a role model but get caught up in the hype of it all and get mislabeled but you just have to raise above it all is what I use to tell him.Our relationship wasn't always perfect sweet but not always  perfect now don't get it twisted I was very much happy he always made sure of that but the one thing that we always fought about was the fact that I was independent I had my own I didn't need he's I wasn't the one to take advantage of a person because of what they had or whom they were I always had a job. When I met ? I was and still am til this day work full time at a local Hospital here in Cleveland ? was the type of person who felt I didn't need to work he wanted me to quite the job that I had come to love.I remember the time I had told him that I had finally quite my job He was so happy that in return he had surprise me with a week vacation on a cruise I must have been the happiest women on earth because I never been anywhere let alone on a cruise but at the same time I felt bad because I had lied I never did quite my job I just went from full-time to part time I just thought "shit he'll never know"because he was always on the road playing ball That's when my little white lie came back to haunt me. Part 3 coming to a blog site nearest you March 27 2010 "The outcome of my little white Lie, Did we remain in a relationship or did we end it blog in to see what happens" til then blog you later !