Doing all the things I said I wouldn't do and never doing the things I wanted to do I became a stranger to myself all because I was so high off his love couldn't see myself doing anything if it didn't involved being around him Shut my family, friends and my social life out all because of his jealous ways I let this man validate who I was I let him take away the only thing that I stood for and that was defining who I was. I was brain washed into being someone that wasn't me I remember thinking how could this be happening to me. My life wasn't always that picture perfect photo that hung from our bedroom wall, it wasn't that perfect relationship that people labeled us as having and the smile I often would wear was just and upside down frown I tried so hard to hide....Carol "raindow6" Banks .....Next episode coming soon
Sunday, June 2, 2013
Shattered Dreams
Every girl dreams of having that prefect man too love them through good and bad someone too except them for who they are flaws and all. I dreamed of walking down that isle as my dad gives me away Im standing there looking my true love in his face thinking too myself Damn, I must be the luckiest girl in the world today. But, dreams don't always come true they just be that a dream. We meet that one special person who we share secrets with that special someone who we can be ourselves when we're around each other I thought I had found this in him Looking back now I realize he had taken me for granted that everything we build together wasn't built on that strong foundation as I thought it was We had more earthquakes that had rock the foundation we so-called build....Carol " raindow6" Banks Next episode coming soon
