Hard times

There were times in my life where i just felt like giving up like I couldn't go on it felt like the world was against me felt like everything that I had worked for was taken away from me My relationship failed me my family failed me so whats left, There where time where I thought that ending my life was much better then being here on earth that if I died no one would miss me that all my problems would be over But I though about the people that love me the people that really loved me How would they take to me killing myself would they blame them self.My parents heart would be broken who would they be able to move on without me.Sister who would she turn to to talk to Brother he would have any boys to run away from me those were the small things that I thought about that made me rethink about my life that made me rethink what would I do if I didn't have them to love me the way they did.It was a special kind of love a special kind of love that no one would understand but us