My journey

You can never assume someones life is perfect because of a smile You can never assume someones life is good because their so full of life. My journey starts today and I celebrate this as a new chapter in my life a new beginning of my life It took me 4 years to over come a bad break up We were together 12 years although, we never married I invested so much into my relationship, stood by his side through countless women that had tarnished our relationship,stood by his side through the lies, the rape and mental and emotional abuse. If only those walls could talk they have so many secrets, secrets that I never told my family secrets that only the walls & I share. Growing up as a child my mom always told me too never air my dirty laundry out for the whole world to see that's why I never spoke a word about what went on behide 12009 Griffing Ave. There were no physical abuse more so emotional and mental there were no visible scars, words cut just as deep I took my angry out on any and everyone that came around, because of his mistakes pushed people away that came close out of fear of getting hurt.How could someone claim to love you hurt you so badly I wasn't born with a silver spoon in my mouth I worked hard just to make a decent life for myself and at a blink of an eye it was all taken away from me that's why I appreciate everything I have and don't complain about nothing. Never in my wildest dreams did I ever image my life the way it was.....Carol "Raindow6" Banks. The next episode coming soon....