I've accepted your apology in order for me to move on I accepted your apology in order to free myself from anger I held onto for 8 years I accepted your apology not for breaking my heart and causing me great pain but for allowing me to grow into the strong women I am today and allowing me to find strength in areas of my life where I fail weak Yes I gave you all my love even loved you when you didn't return your love too me I grew bitter and cold afraid too love again afraid to give myself too another because of old wounds that never healed I've placed my heart under lock and key so the next wouldn't do me harm I use to think I wasn't pretty enough that I would never find someone to love me like you once did but I realize now that I would never allow myself to have someone to love me the way you did but find me someone to love me better then you once did. Unforgiveness breeds bitterness, I don't want to rob myself of ever finding true love again Our memories I'll cherish but on this day I accept your apology I will never know your reasons why it took you 8 yrs to apologize but know that in my heart I forgive you but don't get it confused with rebuilding a relationship with you because that will never happen.
Tuesday, July 23, 2013
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