Fresh start

This is it! our first day of rebuilding our relationship will it stand the test or will we both come out going our different ways.There we were sitting in the lobby holding hands wishing we both would come out of this learning something new about one another something that we all seem to keep within ourselves something we all promise to take to our graves this thing we often call "Dark Secret" I knew I had no skeletons in my closet I never really dated. Dee was the only guy in my Life I know it seems hard to believe but I just didn't have time in my life for relationships.I felt that I wasn't pretty enough that I wasn't worth any man loving me or wanting me when I did get compliments from guys I never believed them I just felt I wasn't a lovable person to love.Sure I had a few flaws I felt I was "ugly'" put Dee looked beyond that and saw what he wanted to see and I love and will always love him for that. "The Taylor's" The Taylor's she calls again Dee and I walk in her office she points to two chairs that sat near her desk How are you two today? Dee answer's "we're fine" and yourself  she replies "I'm good, so what brings you here today How can my service be of help to you? Lets start with you she points to me I swear the words just started to pour out so freely I told her about Dee and my relationship how important it is to me I told her that I want to believe with all my heart that he really loves me I mean I think he does but I'm afraid I'll lose him.I went on to tell her that my how life no one every told me they love me not my mom,dad sister,brother no one so when I finally finds someone that tells me he loves me every day I think to myself what have I done so different that a stranger tells me he loves me even before my family what makes me more special to him then them Have gos sent me the perfect man every girl dreams of.But why me why did I deserve him I knew Dee really cared for me but i still had my drought me who didn't need anything A man that had a great career  a man that could have any girl he wanted but he choose me"he choose me'.....

No matter what problem lye's ahead of me/im gonna put it in the hands of the lord.../No matter what the outcome may be/I have faith he'll pull me through/And no matter no matter what road I take he'll be there to guild me/No matter where this journery leads me I'll follow through I'll never give I'll just call on you my father and ask you for your hand to help me....

I'll never give up never give in/im going to follow through/no, no, I'll never give up never give in/im going to follow through...

Just when I thought I couldn't make it /I heard you say to me/ my child im here I'll never leave your side /all you got to do is let me in and I'll guide you you gotta hold on you got to believe/you got to have faith.../no matter what your going through your not alone/im here my child im here/so wipe your tears away/theres no turning back you got to move on you got to move on....

I'll never give up never give in.im going to follow through/no,no I'll never give up never give in/.im going to follow through/never give up never give in....

Sorry

Never seems to amaze me no matter what we go though I can always count on you to left me up/Your always there/Never seems to amaze me/The love you have for me grows stronger every day/I must amit I must be the luckiest girl to have someone like you/ I just want to say

Baby I'm sorry for neglecting you/ sorry for not loving you/sorry for not giving my all
sorry for neglecting you/sorry for not loving you/sorry for not giving you my all/Baby I love you....

If tomorrow never come

If tomorrow never come I have nothing but kind words to say I hold no grudge for I can't judge you
If tomorrow never come I'll look down upon you smile and say I forgive you see you soon
If tomorrow never come I will not cry tears of sadiness but tears of joy that I've moved on to a better place
that I've lived my life with no regrets
If tomorrow never come I'm sorry I've never got to say "I Love You" I Love You !
If tomorrow never come  I just want you to know that when the time comes I'll be waiting here with open arms welcoming you home.If tomorrow never come,