Fresh start

This is it! our first day of rebuilding our relationship will it stand the test or will we both come out going our different ways.There we were sitting in the lobby holding hands wishing we both would come out of this learning something new about one another something that we all seem to keep within ourselves something we all promise to take to our graves this thing we often call "Dark Secret" I knew I had no skeletons in my closet I never really dated. Dee was the only guy in my Life I know it seems hard to believe but I just didn't have time in my life for relationships.I felt that I wasn't pretty enough that I wasn't worth any man loving me or wanting me when I did get compliments from guys I never believed them I just felt I wasn't a lovable person to love.Sure I had a few flaws I felt I was "ugly'" put Dee looked beyond that and saw what he wanted to see and I love and will always love him for that. "The Taylor's" The Taylor's she calls again Dee and I walk in her office she points to two chairs that sat near her desk How are you two today? Dee answer's "we're fine" and yourself  she replies "I'm good, so what brings you here today How can my service be of help to you? Lets start with you she points to me I swear the words just started to pour out so freely I told her about Dee and my relationship how important it is to me I told her that I want to believe with all my heart that he really loves me I mean I think he does but I'm afraid I'll lose him.I went on to tell her that my how life no one every told me they love me not my mom,dad sister,brother no one so when I finally finds someone that tells me he loves me every day I think to myself what have I done so different that a stranger tells me he loves me even before my family what makes me more special to him then them Have gos sent me the perfect man every girl dreams of.But why me why did I deserve him I knew Dee really cared for me but i still had my drought me who didn't need anything A man that had a great career  a man that could have any girl he wanted but he choose me"he choose me'.....