Holding It Down

When Dee's past came back to haunt him things at that point seem to not go right for him at this point he had a lot to deal with but the media didn't make things better "As if they do anyway" facing a 6 mth jail term let alone being traded to the Dolphins wasn't easy.I started to rethink my relationship wondering if I had made the right choice as far as coming into something that I wasn't use to but I thought long and hard and realized that we were in this together and it wouldn't be right to leave after all he had done for me.As me being his lady it was only fair for me to stand by Dee's side and ride the roller coater relationship out because I knew it was going to be a bumpy ride so I decided to stay for the ride.Dee did his best to protect me from his troubles the only time his problems were in plan view is when he would ask if I be by his side when he had court appearances but still he did his best to protect me from the media a true gentlemen he is I will always love him for that like any relationship we had our ups and downs but the good always out weight our bad I guess that's why we stayed as strong as we did When Dee was away for games there were times in my life where I thought "what would I do"if he did go away for 6 mths don't get me wrong I knew I would be OK because I did before he had come into my life it was just the thought of not having him there with only 1mth left before the season would be over and not knowing what his future had planned for him I wasn't sure if we would remain together meaning with Dee having to relocate to a different city and me having my Life here in Cleveland I was unsure about our relationship you know that long distance thing but Dee had surprise me one night after coming home from dinner no we didn't live together we just "co-lived" is my definition of a couple being together but not Living together he thought this was Funny as hell he would always laugh when I make my own words up out of no where but that was me doing me kinda like keeping our relationship fun I guess.Blog you later !