My Child

I dream of you often wondering what you look like wondering if you were a boy or girl There's not a day that goes by that I don't think of you Never got the chance to hold you to feel you to smell the sweetness of your skin I know someday I will have the chance to see my precious child There are no words that can explain my actions for not wanting you but I just hope you will understand that I wanted the best for you I wanted to give you a better Life then I When the time is right I hope that God will send you back to me so that I can have a second change to love you even more Love Mommy